It's a nice Friday. The temperature will be about 80F, the wind is moderately light and there is plenty of sun. Low tide is around 7:00am, and I don't feel like dealing with summer highway mayhem, so I aim for something close by where the tide will be unimportant. I put in from O'Sullivan's Island near the top of the tidal section of the Housatonic. There is a pretty good current at the start, but it fizzles away as I head downriver.
At the confluence with the Naugatuck, I cut over to river-left where I can paddle in the shade of river bank trees. The water is higher than I expected. That may be a combination of the incoming tide and extra water being released from the Derby Dam. I noticed yesterday that the reservoir above that dam was higher than normal.
My mind drifts off to deeper thoughts. This happens often when I am canoeing. This is my spiritual place. It was not something I planned nor was it something I was looking for. I bought a used canoe and put it in the water, and then put myself in the canoe, and I knew it was where I belonged. It just happened.

Recently, I watched an interview with a well known mountain climber. Currently in his senior citizen years, he still climbs and described it as his way of staying sane. I wouldn't put words in his mouth, but I interpret that statement as, climbing is his spiritual place." I did a fair amount of mountain climbing when I was younger. While there were many moments of excitement, fear, physical and mental challenges, there were on occasion, these moments that transcended the earthly bounds. Usually, in what some place where you realized that you were so small as to be no more significant than a grain of sand. It might be a deep in a gully with thousand foot high walls on either side, on a thin ridge with a thousand feet of air on both sides, staring into a seemingly bottomless crevasse. All it took was a moment to pause and see the wonder of the surroundings.

After climbing, I road raced bicycles. It was competitive, intense, and often fun. It was never spiritual. When I quit that, I started mountain biking in the backcountry... not racing, but just exploring. A few times each year I went on solo rides to explore trails that were seldom biked or hiked. Those rides often had a good degree of spiritual qualities. Being alone in the backcountry will do that. One more thing, I grew up going to a lot of church, and never found one thing spiritual about it. It was joyless doctrine and obedience and being told that you weren't trying hard enough if it wasn't working for you. So, what's this all about? Find a spiritual place. I don't think anyone will be able to lead you to it... you're on your own for that. You'll know it when you get there.
I hear the raspy whistle of a Bald Eagle. Near the sand bar that the fishermen often use, I find a mature Bald Eagle in a tall snag. But the raspy whistle alerts me to the immature fledgling perched on a branch below the adult. Farther down, I spot another mature Bald Eagle. I continue past Wooster Island, where I often turn back, and continue down to the unnamed island. I circle that island and head back. Four Osprey are feeding on the submerged sandbar above the island. Instead of high dives, the Osprey are down low, four or five feet above the water, and making last moment dives into the water. There must be a school of small fish, but the water is too murky due the recent rainfall for my eyes to spot them.
I spot another immature Bald Eagle as I near O'Sullivan's Island. This one is a second year - some white feathers coming in on the head and tail.